What do I really want in Life?

It has been one week since I have moved back to Southern California, and instead of my life just falling into place it has become more clouted. I have a notion of what I want in life, but it’s the problem of finding that significant other. I want to fined someone who is the same place as me in life, I want someone who is cute, adorable, and someone that is outgoing as me. I want someone that I can just be myself and not have to worry about anything ells. Is that person out there? I don’t know but I have decided that I am sick of trying to please everyone around me because the outcome of that is DRAMA… I am sorry to everyone that I have pissed off this last week due to my drama.. The other problem I am having is not giving my full heart. I guess in a way I just don’t want to be hurt anymore, in every relationship since my longest on I have always had one foot on the floor… I just want to be able to fined that person that just doesn’t fit. But is the one…

Is this Wishful thinking!!!